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上萱Let me just borrow your lovely baby's name for once, my dear Journey. I won't write a novel this time as I want you to be able to read this too, if you ever have a chance, babe. The conversation with you just then did not cheer me up. Cheering people up, bringing all the fun, this is something you always loved to do, and you were so good at it. We love you, we love you for that. Now, my silly, happy friend is gone. I didn't know, I thought you were happy. We all wished that you would be happy, leaving everything behind for the crazy but precious love. Cause' that's what friends do, we hope the best for you.. but the one thing we want the most is for you to be happy. So now I don't know what to do or say, I don't know how to comfort you. The feeling of hopeless, troubles not just you. You told me to be good, not to rush into anything any more. Do the same thing for yourself, sweetheart. Think over everything again, and once more, and then a few times more... Think it through, you will see what's at the end awaiting you. Your lovely daughter, she's blessed, she has a beautiful name, she has a beautiful, wonderful mother, and that's more than anything I could say of myself... Journey, my dear, there was one question you asked that I didn't give the truth to... I lied. I hesitated and lied. Just like then. I'm suffering so much now for not trying hard enough. So I want you to hold on and try harder. For she deserves better. That's all I will say for now. See you soon in Shanghai. Take great care, and kiss your little angel for me. TrackbacksThe trackback URL for this entry is: http://annieyaoyao2111.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!492F26F721634769!5235.trak Weblogs that reference this entry
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